May 2012
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When I look in the mirror I dont see ugly and fat, I also dont see beautiful and thin. I see potential.
Potential to workout and be healthy. Potential to one day feel confident to wear a bikini. Potential to go shopping for single digit clothes. Potential to be who I want to be.
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So James and I have decided that we will have one date night a month with a dinner and a movie so that way we can save money and not go crazy cause we love to go out to eat and go to a movie. Plus with his new job we dont see each other that much so we need the time to spend together.
Here’s a list of things we are saving money for:
Fix his truck
Get my license
Car for me
New phone...
April 2012
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I want the insanity workout! But it’s sooo expensive.
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Sitting in the airport waiting. I was expecting at least one phone call today and I havent gotten any. I have no idea where hes at or what time he will be here. He needs to be here now!
2 hours to go. approximately. Who knows what actually time he will be there.
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James will be home tomorrow. I Know he wasn’t supposed to be home till June but plans changed and I cant say I’m not happy he will be home. I need him now more than ever. He tells me on the phone when I see him at the airport hes not going to kiss me. He wants it to be more romantic and not in front of everyone so we can actually have a real kiss. I hate him for that but at the same...
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Taking a break from my music theory homework. Got one done, another halfway done, and studying for theory and aural skills. Ugh!
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So many people complain about how terrible their lives are, and how much they hate themselves, and how ugly they are and how no one likes them when honestly if you stepped back and looked at you life you would realize that you life is pretty good, and if you hate yourself then change yourself, and you’re not ugly, and people do like you and plenty more will like you in the future. So stop...
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Just went for a run! I wish you could lose weight in your dreams cause I dream about running a lot.
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Even when I don’t think I’m losing weight I am. This is awesome.
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My newest goal. Get my license. Soon.
Everyone has a weakness. Being strong is not hiding that weakness when in front of others. Being strong is fighting through that weakness when it has brought you to your lowest and still coming out on top.
I love the snow but what the fuck it’s the middle of April. Come on.
My life has turned upside down. Now I have to put it right side up. This is going to take a lot of work but it’s nothing we can’t work out together. One day our lives will be perfect but nothing comes easy. One day we will say we made it and we were strong enough to fight through it.
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Lean on me
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain We all have sorrow But if we are wise We know that there’s always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you’re not strong And I’ll be your friend I’ll help you carry on For it won’t be long ‘Til I’m gonna need Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride If I have things you need to borrow For no one can fill those of your...
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I feel like the world has stopped and you’re farther away from me than ever. I can’t get to you and you can’t get to me. I feel like time has slowed down but everyone and everything around us has sped up. I feel like no one gets what were going through and honestly no one can truly know. And it’s really hard that the person that does know is 2,336 miles away. I just want...
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Cause It's almost like your heavens trying...
